I turned 34 and started watching Countryfile
On the seventh or so episode,
I noticed the presenters are always in black bogs
or skeletal woods,
not luscious gardens.
I like that about it!
It reminds me of my job:
developing property for Salford Council
could be glamorous –
glass-grade offices and brand-spank bridges glint on the horizon
(the regen team call early ideas “twinkles”, which I think is lovely)
but I prefer getting into the weeds of housing estates.
I feel like I’m really loving the city
when I get cameras put down its drains
or walk with dogeared plans along flytipped footpaths.
I guess I can only love something grittily,
even a landscape.
Maybe there’s grit in love itself – at least, in mine.
As if to prove my point,
a pair of pigeons have just landed,
miraculously, on my shed.
Their necks glow purple
like tropical fish scales or puddles of petrol.
I look it up and, apparently,
it’s the feather structure refracting light.
My Gran used to call them flying rats. But I say:
To see a World in a pigeon’s sun
and a Heaven in a lawnmower.
Hold Infinity in a pile foundation
and Eternity in a Council twinkle-tower.